2 January – ERCU The Messiah

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Each year, a group of us from Priestfield Church head for the Usher Hall in Edinburgh on 2 January to hear a performance of Handel’s classic Oratorio The Messiah. It’s always an enjoyable occasion, but none better than today. Usually if there are last minute changes to the personnel the standard might drop, but having the very talented Chorusmaster Michael Bawtree take over as Conductor ensured that the Chorus gave of their best.

While at least three of the soloists do not have really powerful voices, they all have delightful voices, but, for me, even more importantly they not only sang the words, they played the parts they were singing. And very movingly at times – none more so than Madeleine Shaw’s rendition of ‘He was despised.’ Indeed it seemed that as she sat down she herself was fighting back the tears along with the audience.

Interestingly, later at home we were watching a programme by Dara O’Briain on the science and emotion of music. Many parts of the brain light up when we hear music we like and which touches us emotionally. There were lots of brains lighting up today and personally I had goose bumps (as I always do) when the Chorus got to ‘Wonderful, Counsellor….’ I think we shall hear it on Sunday before the service begins!

Past experience of performances include the scars of trumpeters playing bum notes at important places. No longer. The second part concluded with an outstanding (no pun intended) Hallelujah Chorus received with rapturous applause with both performance and appreciation lifting the spirit. And the trumpets were just as good in ‘The trumpet will sound.’

The Messiah has been performed countless times since its first in Dublin in 1742. Each year as I read through the words again I feel their power to shed light on the work of Jesus, whose name is never mentioned. Picture after picture explodes in the imagination from one part of Scripture after another.

I confess I have never been a fan of the ‘Amen,’ that is until today. The variation in tone and volume drawn out by the Conductor turned it into a stunning climax to one of the deepest spiritual musical experiences of recent years for me. I’m glad that I don’t expect to hear another performance of The Messiah until this time next year. One shouldn’t seek to repeat this too often!

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The Word

For the last decade and more, since the publication of ‘The Church Without Walls’ report, between Christmas and Easter I have taken each of the Four Gospels in turn as the basis or our reflections on Sunday mornings. CWW recommended taking one of the Gospels and living with it for a year allowing it to shape congregational life. I felt that it was really on to something in that the Church has not taken the Gospels as seriously as it should have, but that one Gospel for the whole year would have turned people off. However, using one Gospel each year between the two major festivals continually tells the Story in which we live – the Story of Jesus – and we allow his teaching to seep into our lives, learning more and more about who he is. Personally, I have found these years to be the most challenging years of my Christian life, being constantly made aware of the ethics of our discipleship.

This year we are using John’s Gospel, and over the Christmas period we have taken several of the themes of the first chapter, which takes us to a beginning before Bethlehem, and even before Creation.
Jesus:
The Light from God – who banishes the darkness of our ignorance and sin
The Life from God – come in flesh to give us the life of God within us
The Word of God – come to reveal God to us and communicate God’s love to us

And then John the Baptist comes along and says a few more big things.
Jesus:
The Lamb of God – who takes away the sin of the world
The Son of God – who baptises with the Holy Spirit
The Messiah – come to bring in God’s Kingdom
and much more.

When some of John’s followers come to enquire more about Jesus we hear the first words from Jesus’ lips – ‘What are you seeking?’ The writer of the Gospel is doing more than retelling a story of two men curious about Jesus. He is drawing us, his readers, in to reflect on our own lives and what we are seeking in life in the light of who we are being told Jesus is and what he is able to give us. One of the men, Andrew, seeks our his brother, Simon Peter, and tells him, ‘We have found the Messiah.’ They found in Jesus what they were looking for.

After last Sunday I thought that I had more or less finished with John 1 but today I discovered that the Wordlive daily reading for 1 January was John 1:1-18! Actually, we could spend the whole three months digging deeper in this text because there is so much in it. But we can’t. Why? Because John (the author) wants us to read the whole Gospel, watching what Jesus does, listening to what Jesus says so that we can weigh up for ourselves the claims of John 1 – and become convinced in our own minds about Jesus the Word and that in him we too can find what we are seeking.

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One year on

This time last year, ie in the dying hours of 2011, I decided to become a blogger. Not the weekly Church Newsletter (Connections) blog, but a real Internet blog. Since then I’ve written 35 or so blog entries so am not prolific but today, reading Scot McKnight’s daily JesusCreed blog, I discovered this little piece of encouragement. Check it out for yourself and see what you think.

Start a Blog?

And another thing, at this very moment we are sitting watching ‘Julie and Julia’ which is a film not only about cooking, but also about blogging. Daily blogging. Daily blogging that allowed someone to express themselves creatively reflecting on a particular part of life and to find their own way again.

I fear that daily blogging may well be beyond me, but perhaps a good and practical New Year Resolution would be for me to decide to increase my blogging rate for 2013. This time last year I was dreading what lay ahead in 2012 – with a sense of foreboding that I have never experienced before and never wish to again. I discovered that this had its roots in low mood and depression and I’m sure that part of my recovery from that situation has been setting down reflections on life and trying increasingly to see them from a more positive point of view,

This year things are very different. Many of the same things that faced us last year at this time still face us but we are seeing them very differently and my hope and prayer is that this will continue to be the case. If I can post on Facebook every day (more or less) then I can surely blog several times a week on some of the same issues and events to use them as a continual source of healing and positivity.

Bear with me, dear readers, and I will try not to bore you with rubbish, and if you feel like interacting on anything in a respectful and constructive way I’d be glad to have your company on these Steps On The Way.

To all who read this, however 2012 has been for you, may 2013 be a year in which you know the blessing of God, the presence of Jesus Christ walking with you and the power of the Holy Spirit around and within you leading you onwards.

Happy New Year!

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How NT Wright Stole Christmas

I’m passing on this interesting blog that goes back a few years but is worth the read on how one of my favourite authors, NT Wright, has challenged our stock view of the Christmas Story.

http://www.firstthings.com/blogs/leithart/

Nativity

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Christmas Worship at Priestfield

nativity Looking for a place to come for Christmas reflection and worship?

You’re welcome to join us at Priestfield Church on Dalkeith Road to celebrate the birth of the Christ-child.

 
Sunday – 10.30am Mary – Tell God I say yes

 
Christmas Eve 

4.30pm Who is this baby – Jesus, Light of God. A Family Christingle
11.15 Who is this baby – Jesus, The Life of God. Our Watchnight Service preceded by coffee and mince pies.

 
Christmas Day

10.30 A family service. Who is this baby – Jesus, The Word of God

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The dangers of using words to describe the Word

A couple of things I posted on Facebook today.

Short reflection on how we have corrupted the spirit of St Nicholas, i.e. Santa Claus…

You better watch out
You better not cry
Better not pout
I’m telling you why
Santa Claus is coming to town
He’s making a list
And checking it twice;
Gonna find out Who’s naughty and nice
Santa Claus is coming to town

In theological terms, this is a theology of works – you have to earn your presents and Santa gives you what you deserve.

Christmas card 2012How different this is to the story behind St Nicholas who gave sacrificially of his wealth to help particular people in need who could do nothing to earn his gifts. His was a theology of grace, like the Christ-child he served – through his poverty we have become rich, and he has given us ‘grace upon grace.’

Another brief reflection, this time on Away in a manger, a carol that means so much to so many, including me. But it has its drawbacks.

One of them is found in the words…

The cattle are lowing
The poor Baby wakes
But little Lord Jesus
No crying He makes…

The danger here is of a docetic Christology, that Jesus only appears to be human – he is the perfect baby who doesn’t cry, when in reality all babies cry.

The second is found in the words…

Bless all the dear children
In Thy tender care
And take us to heaven
To live with Thee there.

They give the impression that the Christian hope is a non-bodily existence in ‘heaven,’ when in fact the real hope is of bodily resurrection to be lived in God’s renewed creation.

On the positive side we have Wesley’s ‘Veiled in flesh the Godhead see, Hail the incarnate deity,’ and Kendrick’s ‘Uncreated light shines through infant eyes.’
Although no doubt some might read an overly developed kenotic Christology in the former and a docetic one in the latter. I think they are probably wrong, but it does show how difficult it is to express in human language the mystery of the Incarnation. Perhaps that’s why it is good from time to time to keep silent and be caught up in wordless wonder.

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On (fallen) human nature

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I found this cartoon insightful – linking it to a comment I made on the Jesus Creed blog, which I highly recommend.

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Hay Family – Christmas Newsletter 2012

Christmas card 2012Welcome to the Hay family Christmas Newsletter 2012. We wish all our readers a very Happy Christmas and presence of God to journey with you in 2013.

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Will I really let this watchdog bite me voluntarily?

Leveson_GQ_29Nov12You can always tell when different parts of the establishment know something is coming they don’t like. They bring out big guns briefing against it in advance. And that’s what we have seen in advance of the report by Lord Justice Leveson – politicians at one remove from government and deputy editors at one remove from the final say were lining up to say how anti-democratic and awful it would be if we had a new press watchdog established by statute. We would be throwing hundreds of years of freedom of the press into the sewer that is the Fleet.

The ink was barely dry on the page before the PM himself was lining up beside them mongering doom if what was being recommended was brought to pass. It shows how little regard even politicians have for their kind when they fear that their successors (who will no doubt be much worse) might succumb to the temptation to use any such statute to tighten regulation and shackle press freedom.

What was sadly lacking in this harangue of Leveson was any sense that a High Court Judge might actually know how the law might work, and that there is a balance of risk to be made here: what might happen if a new watchdog with sharp teeth started to use them?

Of course there is a risk that Parliament might abuse the law to restrain press freedom. But the chances of that happening in a mature democratically constituted country is not high. And if, because of shifting demographics and power systems, we become more amenable to reining in the printed media then politicians won’t need to use something more anodyne that is on the statute book already, they will have the nous to create their own law.

It seems to me that the PM is not balancing the lesser long-term risk of Parliament abusing legislation on independent press supervision with the greater shorter-term risk of the press opting out of a voluntary system as they have done in the past. Check their record. When watchdogs with sharp teeth start to bite newspaper proprietors do they voluntarily stay in the system? There is a much greater chance of them saying, ‘stuff this, I’m off.’ At the moment they say, ‘We get it,’ but it seems to me that it will only take a few cases of necessary redress before they will be crying foul and opt out.

It is even for this reason alone that Leveson convinces me with his limited legal framework – ironically that includes enshrining the freedom of the press in law.

David Cameron is condescending to ask the civil servants to draft a bill in order to show how complicated such legislation will be and how difficult to implement. I only hope that Lord Justice Leveson will have those who will speak up for him from the legal fraternity to show how possible such enabling legislation could be, and how beneficial it could become to the population of a nation which is fed up to the back teeth of how the press vilifies people so regularly without proper or speedy redress.

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Reflection for Graduation 29 November 2012, 3pm

It’s a joy to share with you all in this graduation ceremony. I congratulate you on the achievements that have brought you to this celebration and wish you well for the future.

It is with some trepidation I stand before our distinguished honoree because I have a confession to make: after a lifetime of being a Bill Gates man, I have become…a Steve Jobs man. Being a recent convert, I am still unsure about the value of the change from PC to Mac and one major problem I have is with the language. There are different words for the same basic actions and I am constantly translating, often trying and failing several times before getting it right.

There is a story in the Hebrew Scriptures of how human beings desired to work together to engineer a glorious monument to themselves. As they worked on it, differences of language began to divide them: they couldn’t understand one another and it was never completed. Instead the ruin of Babel became a monument to human pride and folly and gave us a word for confused speech.

While language divides, it can also unite. The congregation I serve has been blessed by the presence of international students, one of whom graduates here today. From time to time we have asked them to teach us a song in their language not only as a symbol of the unity of our faith, but as a sign that across the globe we are one human race. We still stumble with the Babel effect, but this small step opens our spirits to the unity of humanity within its obvious diversity.

Whatever language, computer or human, you use to communicate, whatever art or science, there is always the danger of project failure through misunderstanding. But there is also the possibility of success and cultural enrichment when understanding takes place across the language divides. On the threshold of your post-graduate life, I invite you to work for that success not only for the good of your company or institution, but for the good of the world. Please do not use your language as a tool of conflict, conventional or cyber. Perhaps the first sentence that our post-Babel communication needs to express is, ‘I come in peace’… and mean it.

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